>>789
I don't know what you're talking about. I don't know how to respond to a mess of English grammar. First of all, what is a demo? And I'm not here to give you advice on your life, so it's up to you to decide what to do.
>>790
I understand that you love a woman named Miso Soup very much. But there is a high possibility that she is actually a man, and she is very old. I don't understand why you would make such an effort?